2 years ago today we put S to bed for the first time since he was 5 months old without seizure medication 😮 The treatment he went through for infantile spasms was horrific. He’s been seizure free for 3ish years but I’m still so hyper vigilant. I second guess every movement and go into overdrive when he’s sick or has a fever. But tonight I’m allowing myself to just sit with the excitement of this anniversary 💕